At first, I was extremely excited for my mentorship, mainly because we were going to do Aladdin and Into The Woods. Once I started my mentorship, the people were nice and talented especially the actors. However, it's very slow and all I do right now is push play and pause for them. I understand it's barely auditions and they're getting ready for callbacks but it's really killing my motivation to stay there. I was always nervous to try acting so musical theatre was my escape in some sense. But at this point, I'm trying to allow myself to believe I am and that the mentorship will help me out a lot. I'm not kidding when I say these people are talented. The best part is that they're funny and kind.
If I do end up staying, then I will strive to be as involved as I can. Starting out, I want to start talking to the actors, to stop being so shy and quiet. Then, to get as much help as I can for my independent component which is to "direct" a musical for the Fullerton Drama Festival and for once make it into finals.
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